The Digging Has Started

07.00 E&M 30 mins. Went to the court to deliver a document for one of Karaj’s client cases. I needed to be firm with the woman and I enjoyed being so. I need to practice being more solid and determined and less emotional. [Karaj: You emotions are your downfall. They do not allow you to be a man.] Look out for opportunities to do this. I felt the negativity in the court building and my thoughts turned to Ishwar and his work in the judicial system, being surrounded by that sort of energy on a regular basis.

This afternoon we finally did some digging – 53 buckets from the bottom of the garden, used to build the beginnings of the raised flower beds. It was great to get back into the physical exercise of digging the garden after almost a year away from it.

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