07.00 E&M 30 mins. I am producing wonderful results but I am not following them up with my own self confidence. This is self destruction. The message from Karaj is: I need to own my achievements. In the afternoon we shifted another 53 buckets – really good work.
For the rest of the day I worked on the Post-Sicily Newsletter with Sunil, Robert and Dev. We worked hard until about 11.30pm, to produce the largest and one of the best Newsletters yet. Karaj had told me to lead the other three in their work, which I did tentatively at first, but with every opportunity I have to practise this skill I am becoming more and more comfortable with it.
[Karaj: Tentatively? You need to be engaged. Engaging yourself means getting up and doing something rather than being a victim.]
Ishwar phoned to make sure we had received his paragraph for the publication and I chatted with him about my visit to the court. He advised me to go along if I have an afternoon free because it is very interesting to watch. He described it as the poor being punished, which I thought was a poignant description.