Woke up feeling so tired that I could not think of anything other than my tiredness. That was good. The day went very well. Karaj involved me fully which served to highlight not only my abilities but also the lack of belief I have in myself.
When I involve myself I do so with AC feelings of ‘Am I being arrogant?’, ‘What if I’m wrong?’ and ‘Can I actually do this?’. When Karaj invites me, none of those thoughts or feelings are there. That is the difference of responsibility. Sort it out.
Sunil was challenged heavily today. It is necessary otherwise he, just like the rest of us, will be let off the hook and the elements he needs to sort out will remain embedded in his personality.