Acceptance

The Reality of Worry

In the instant we worry, that is our reality. But there is always an alternative. This post looks at the nature of worry and examines the possibilities available to us

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It Feels Like The End

I have been very tired recently and I have a short fuse with Karaj. My relationship with him is suffering from the fact that we live and work in the

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The Ultimate Commitment

Two days ago, after Karaj left for London to take a few days off, I reflected on where I am: I’m feeling good. Physically I am still in pain but

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Have Fun

Dev called and we talked about choices. You choose what you want. Yesterday I saw clearly the choice I have made to live. Any doubts or temptations are made less

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I Just Need To See It

Karaj told me I’m thinking too much and that I can’t see what he can see in me. He explained the difference between the two of us: he knows what

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Don’t Walk Away Now

I woke up tired; stiff from sleeping on the floor; and with a number of aches and pains. The muscles on both sides of my lower back are seizing up

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Trying To Prove Myself

Yesterday, on the final part of my journey to the house, I bumped into a very old friend, Will, with whom I had long since lost contact. It was lovely

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Why Am I So Hard On Myself?

Nine days ago, I met up with Eric in London and we flew together to Spain to work on his house. We worked on various building projects: tiling one of

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Re-Parenting & Taking Charge

Supervision (Karaj, Priya, Dev, Michelle, Ishwar George, Shona and me). Re-parenting. Because my parenting as a child made me wrong in some way, my own Parent began to bash my

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