This Is How He Works
April 28, 2002
After yesterday’s feedback, I woke up feeling fucked in every way and from every angle. I felt nauseated, dizzy and was breathing irregularly. I got into the work with Dev
After yesterday’s feedback, I woke up feeling fucked in every way and from every angle. I felt nauseated, dizzy and was breathing irregularly. I got into the work with Dev
I was not fully with it today and things got worse in this afternoon’s meeting. Karaj told everyone that I have not lived up to his expectations. I have not
Yesterday evening we talked about transcending the negatives and positives. Rather than aim for equilibrium, from where I can be pushed and pulled towards the polarities of negative and positive,
07.25 E&M 30 mins. Continued living in the moment, being with whatever I am doing in every moment. It is simple, easy, fun and effective. Karaj and I worked for
07.30 E&M 30 mins followed by physiotherapy. As I walked to the bus stop after physio, my thoughts turned to Jonny and Jonathan. After all the talk with Francis about the
09.30 E&M 70 mins. During the meditation I felt my positivity. The birds were singing outside and the light coming through the window was bright enough to remind me of
11.30 E&M 60 mins. Robert phoned at 12.30 to say that he was running late and would pick me up at 13.10. As I waited I became more and more
07.00 E&M 60 mins. This morning I fixed the toilet handle in true Karaj style – nut & bolt – and prepared the rooms for the women’s group while the
07.00 E&M 60 mins. I realise that I am having to start afresh every morning with the pain in my back. That’s okay. My problem has been that I have
07.00 E&M 30 mins followed by 60 minutes of physiotherapy. Spoke to the physio after the session about walking long distances (3 miles) and she said that I should build