Challenged All Day
September 14, 2002
Karaj told me I am fucking around and not using the group to make my life easier. I get the group going and then stop us all from reaching the
Karaj told me I am fucking around and not using the group to make my life easier. I get the group going and then stop us all from reaching the
Karaj and I talked this morning about maintaining the overall picture in everything we do. It creates stability. He added that everyone is feeling tired and it will be like
This is a summary of notes from the past week. There were good days and there were not so good days. It was all about getting on with the work;
When planning today’s work on the corridor roof I showed no responsibility. I was too worried about getting it wrong. Emotions. Simran’s involvement caused confusion, which was seen by Ishwar
I began feeling emotional about the prospect of Karaj being unhappy with the work I have done this week. Started to go low as I contemplated my guilt at not
Friday I felt stiff & tired during my exercises. Is the numbness spreading down my calves? It’s difficult to tell whether things are getting worse or better. Simran arrived in
Friday 07.30 very tired & stiff. Chat with Karaj. He told me I am tired because I am torn between following procedures and cutting corners. Follow procedures! Watered the transplanted
We finished the computer install today. Karaj highlighted my lack of a systematic approach to my life and my work. I talked to Ishwar about how I rush around all
Today we analysed the facts, perceptions and scripts involved in the contract weekend two weeks ago. Before we began I spent some time in conversation with Dev. He has succeeded
I went low when the cost of the computer repairs was established and struggled to get out of it. Karaj on the other hand came alive. He told me that