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Standing Up Again
Stood up today for the first time in five days. I felt a little dizzy and unsteady on my feet....
Back Operation
Early call from Dev. The network strengthens. He was bullying me to stay with it and I appreciated it. Robert’s...
Smile With My Whole Body
I received a phone call form Karaj. It was clear that he wanted to know what I’ve been thinking and...
Will I Come Back?
Phoned the house and spoke to Dev. It was a short and stilted conversation and so, five minutes later, I...
An Opportunity in 10,000 Lifetimes
After the nurses’ hand-over I had the impression that this is easier than my mind had allowed me to believe....
Mind Fucking
Yesterday I was told I can expect the results of the scan today. In addition, the senior registrar had hinted...
Detached Professionalism
A much better night’s sleep and a more comfortable day. More positivity exercises, less pain, but the numbness is worse...
Questioning My Commitment
I have been more comfortable today but I am still in pain. The nerve pain comes and goes, the calf...
Too Much Pain
The pain is worse than ever this morning. My left heel feels like a solid block in my foot, the...
A Very, Very Close Call
I awoke at 2am with a new pain – sciatica in my right leg. It was more acute than the...
Subservience, Support & Positivity
Stayed in bed a little longer and did the body meditation from last night. I took the bus to the...
Avoid All Negativity
The numbness has increased in all areas. It is most noticeable in my left heel and foot, my left leg...