I Am In A Unique Position
October 13, 2002
Felt shit during my exercises this morning. The thought of another day like the last week or two does nothing to inspire or motivate me. Just keep busy. Procedures. Ishwar
Felt shit during my exercises this morning. The thought of another day like the last week or two does nothing to inspire or motivate me. Just keep busy. Procedures. Ishwar
Friday I felt stiff & tired during my exercises. Is the numbness spreading down my calves? It’s difficult to tell whether things are getting worse or better. Simran arrived in
Friday 07.30 very tired & stiff. Chat with Karaj. He told me I am tired because I am torn between following procedures and cutting corners. Follow procedures! Watered the transplanted
From start to finish I have been busy today. I have felt tired all day but I have been aware of it and I functioned very well. It was a
Targets/Agenda Items Continue with the quietness Stay away from Adapted Child (AC) behaviour Be aware of games Challenge to Robert about last night’s comments What is the latest on my
I woke up looking forward to the day. It felt like a special day for some reason. Harriet and Priya were late and I realised what I had done. Although
Targets Sweat in the garden – finally see off my slight fever Complete the Self-Healing Group (SHG) appraisal Lay paving on tunnel approach Talk loudly What I did accomplish and
Woke up feeling under the weather – it was this thought which let in my script and without knowing I isolated myself – preferring to mess about with the broken
This day started with pre-appraisal questions. 35 of them. Below are a few examples. The effects were the same as on Monday: I felt anxiety about my answers, yet the
09.00 120 mins. Physio. It was a good workout and, rather than return to the house and rest, I remained active throughout the day. We spent the day putting up