Patterns Surfacing
September 21, 2001
During my walk I gave thought to what Karaj had said about why I have chosen the friends I have. Nothing came to me until I was nearly at the
During my walk I gave thought to what Karaj had said about why I have chosen the friends I have. Nothing came to me until I was nearly at the
I spent the afternoon preparing for the men’s group. It seemed strange, after the mammoth sessions we had in Sicily, that this session only lasted for five hours. The focal
I woke up and went for an early morning swim in the pool. I cracked my head on the side and needed two stitches. This made me think: why have
At home I thought about my current attitude and wondered what on earth is happening to me. I realised that I am desperate to be rescued. It is a habit
Walked to the house feeling much the same as yesterday. I am beginning to resent people dumping things on my desk. Furthermore, I do not feel at all sympathetic towards
I spent the weekend on the coast with family. Here are some of my observations from the last three days. I arrived on the train, unaware of the tight schedule
Another great morning after a group session. Dev, Robert, Sunil and I shared breakfast and conversation together. I enjoyed a chat with Robert about language, in particular German, and how
During my walk this morning I gave further consideration to a couple of stories from when I was very young – just a few years old. One story, which is
6.15 E&M 70 mins. Before I left the house I took Aubrey his morning coffee and had another huge insight into how I fuck around with people. My present, negative
06.30 E&M 60 mins. Tired and stiff. I felt as though I was just going through the motions and found it difficult to motivate myself. During breakfast I was aware