I Am In A Unique Position
October 13, 2002
Felt shit during my exercises this morning. The thought of another day like the last week or two does nothing to inspire or motivate me. Just keep busy. Procedures. Ishwar
Felt shit during my exercises this morning. The thought of another day like the last week or two does nothing to inspire or motivate me. Just keep busy. Procedures. Ishwar
Men’s group: procedures and following them. We touched on the yearly review, taking one highlight (BACP work) and looking at how it related to our agendas for the day. My
Overslept again. Karaj woke me up at 07:30 but I fell asleep again. Every spare minute I have I want to lie down. No energy to exercise. Sort this out.
Too tired to exercise and no motivation to exercise either. Began to get a headache with all the different jobs going round in my head. (1) Wrote a to-do list
I woke up at 07:30 and Karaj was already working. I offered my assistance and Karaj made an important point: ‘Get on with your exercises and I’ll see you at
It’s the day of the BACP hearing. Dev will accompany Karaj, and Simran will stay at the house with me. In our early morning supervision I verbalised my anxiety and
This week has been all about building Karaj’s case against the accusations from Robert’s wife. After she found his personal journals last year, she complained to the governing body, the
This is a summary of notes from the past week. There were good days and there were not so good days. It was all about getting on with the work;
Yoga was another good workout and I felt freer as a result. Fell asleep afterwards feeling satisfied and positive. Woke up an hour later feeling tired and envious of the
Exercised well again today, but the relaxed nature of the afternoon showed me my guilt. Somewhere I have the belief that work, achievement and results require effort and that I