A Reminder Of First Principles
October 8, 2002
Too tired to exercise and no motivation to exercise either. Began to get a headache with all the different jobs going round in my head. (1) Wrote a to-do list
Too tired to exercise and no motivation to exercise either. Began to get a headache with all the different jobs going round in my head. (1) Wrote a to-do list
This week has been all about building Karaj’s case against the accusations from Robert’s wife. After she found his personal journals last year, she complained to the governing body, the
This is a summary of notes from the past week. There were good days and there were not so good days. It was all about getting on with the work;
I began feeling emotional about the prospect of Karaj being unhappy with the work I have done this week. Started to go low as I contemplated my guilt at not
Yesterday’s disciplined attempt to eat less was foiled twice, by Karaj and then Hariett bringing food for me. I gave in, falling back on my please others driver to justify
Friday 07.30 very tired & stiff. Chat with Karaj. He told me I am tired because I am torn between following procedures and cutting corners. Follow procedures! Watered the transplanted
Targets Talk less Watch myself more closely Identify the games I initiate and get drawn into Lay pathway with 3’x2’ slabs Bring fridge downstairs Phone Sony engineer Talk to Dev
I woke up looking forward to the day. It felt like a special day for some reason. Harriet and Priya were late and I realised what I had done. Although
Last night, Paula raised outstanding issues with me – how she had behaved when drunk the other night – and for the rest of the night we chatted about how
Four games today and England v Sweden took its place. No build up, no surprises, move on. I suggested we go for a walk this evening. It’s amazing the resistance